Feelings

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Feelings (When you know you are being left out.)

The laughter comes through drywall, thick and low,
A happy static I don’t get to know.
I’m in the kitchen, pouring out a drink,
And on the very edge of what they think.
It isn’t cruel, it has no pointed sting,
This accidental orbit where I swing.

The door swings open and the sound cuts clean,
A sudden silence wipes the vibrant scene.
A smile is offered, quick and paper-thin,
A pause, before the story can begin
Again, but different. Softer, and more staid,
A careful, edited version, newly made.

And in that quiet that my presence brought,
A frantic question in my mind is caught:
Was my name just a whisper in the air?
A punctuation mark they couldn’t share?
A punchline or a problem or a plea?
Was the last word they swallowed simply “me”?

There is no proof, no evidence to find,
Just shifting shadows in my worried mind.
A glance that might mean nothing, or mean all,
The way a friendly gesture seems too small.
I’m chasing ghosts of words I never heard,
And judging every single action spurred.

It’s like a hum beneath the floorboards, faint,
A phantom ache that merits no complaint.
For what is there to say? “I feel a dread
About the secret things you might have said”?
They’d call it madness, and perhaps they’re right.
So I just stand here in the fading light,
And smile, and nod, and never let them see
The terrifying space surrounding me.

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Maeve- https://books2read.com/u/m25Ygd
Matthew- https://books2read.com/u/bzNZYj
Justin- https://books2read.com/u/mBKzLZ
Maurelle- https://books2read.com/u/bzN19D
Annabelle- https://books2read.com/u/bWqEkx

This Chapter Closed, a Lesson Learned

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The message sent, a hopeful plea,
A final chance for you and me.
A reaching out, across the divide,
Where hurt and silence now reside.

I asked you how you’ve truly been,
Beyond the surface, what’s within.
I offered space, a listening ear,
To quell the doubts, to conquer fear.

I laid my heart out, vulnerable and bare,
A fragile hope that you might care.
A wish to mend, to find a way,
Back to the light of yesterday.

The clock ticked on, the days flew past,
An answer came, at long, long last.
Or maybe not, the silence deep,
A hollow promise, secrets to keep.

And in that quiet, I found my truth,
A gentle nudge toward my own growth.
This waiting game, I cannot play,
I need to heal, and find my way.

It’s not that I don’t value what we had,
The laughter shared, the moments glad.
But friendship shouldn’t cause such pain,
Or leave me drenched in pouring rain.

So I release you, set you free,
To walk your path, and I, for me.
It’s time to nurture my own soul,
And find a place where I am whole.

This chapter closed, a lesson learned,
My heart may ache, my spirit yearned.
But brighter days are on the rise,
With healthier bonds beneath new skies.

More works by Nancy Ann Creed

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Amazon Took My Books Down :( So, What did I do?

As I am able to get more books up, I will post more links. These are my universal links. I am just happy the Shadow Realm Chronicles is up!

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Echoes and Whispers- https://books2read.com/u/4A6L1d
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The Shadow Realm Chronicles: Annabelle https://books2read.com/u/bWqEkx
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Birth After Miscarriage

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A Faded Dream

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A Faded Dream

A whisper starts, a quiet hum,
“You’re not enough,” the murmurs come.
A shadow thought, a heavy dread,
Planting doubts inside my head.

I see the world in vibrant gleam,
And feel I’m just a faded dream.
Comparing starts, a bitter art,
Tearing self-worth quite apart.

The moments rise, when strength feels low,
And efforts seem to barely grow.
A voice insists, with mocking tone,
“You stand in this wide world, alone.”

Yet in the quiet, I recall,
The times I rose, despite the fall.
The battles won, the lessons learned,
A inner fire, softly burned.

Perhaps this doubt, a passing cloud,
Not truth declared, nor spoken loud.
A human echo, faint and deep,
While truer strengths, within me sleep.

For “good enough” is not a prize,
But knowing self, with honest eyes.
And even when the shadows loom,
My own bright light can fill the room.

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Finally

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The words were stones I swallowed, one by one,
A silent quarry buried in my chest.
My truth was hidden from the light and sun,
A fragile bird that never left the nest.
I learned the art of nodding, of the smile,
A placid surface on a churning sea.
I’d let the silence linger for a while,
And lose another little piece of me.

But something in the quiet finally broke,
A final weight I couldn’t bear to hold.
A sleeping giant in my spirit woke,
A story far too precious to leave untold.
It wasn’t rage, it wasn’t born of spite,
But a calm knowledge, steady, deep, and true:
I had a right to stand within my light,
And my own voice deserved to travel through.

The first word caught, a tremor in the sound,
Then found its footing, resonant and clear.
I felt my feet sink solid in the ground,
And watched my long-held hesitation disappear.
The thoughts I’d caged for years came rushing out,
Not as a scream, but as a steady rain,
Washing away the fear, the shame, the doubt,
And breaking every link upon the chain.

I spoke of lines you’d crossed with casual ease,
Of feelings discounted and pushed aside.
I didn’t ask, I didn’t say my “please,”
I simply stated what I felt inside.
The air was thick, your face a strange new sight,
As if you’d met a stranger in my place.
And in that moment, bathed in honest light,
I finally owned my story and my space.

The world did not collapse, the sky still held,
But in my soul, a universe had changed.
The stifled narrative was now propelled,
The pieces of myself rearranged.
This voice is mine, though it may sometimes shake,
It’s learning now the music of its song.
And for my own heart’s weary, precious sake,
It’s where my truth belonged and will belong.

More works by Nancy Ann Creed

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The End

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The End

The silent phone, the empty space,
A friendship’s ghost, no warm embrace.
I offered hands, a willing heart,
But you, my friend, just drifted apart.

The blame, the weight, it always fell on me,
To mend the cracks, to try and make you see.
I stretched, I reached, across the growing void,
While your indifference left my spirit destroyed.

No more the chasing, no more the plea,
If you truly cared, you’d come to me.
The effort’s gone, the well is dry,
This chapter’s closed, a final, sad goodbye.

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To Those I Have Hurt

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For Those I have Hurt

The weight of words unsaid, a heart’s remorse,
For past mistakes, a friendship’s altered course.
Through introspection’s lens, the pain I see,
And own the hurt, the lasting memory.

A journey now, to mend the fractured soul,
Through therapy and workshops, to make me whole.
Though words may fail to bridge the chasm wide,
Acceptance dawns, with nowhere left to hide.

In youthful zeal, a longing to belong,
Where shared delights would banish fears that throng.
Yet insecurity, a shadow in the mind,
Cast its dark spell, leaving wounds behind.

Controlling ways, a grasp that held too tight,
Dictating paths, eclipsing others’ light.
But lessons learned, a shift in perception’s hold,
To value differences, stories yet untold.

A commitment made, to nurture and to grow,
Where friendships bloom, and mutual respect will flow.
To listen deeply, offer support’s hand,
And build a bond where trust and kindness stand.

No blame resides, no fault in your own art,
Your talent shines, a creative, vibrant heart.
Through time and trials, growth has found its way,
In every pen, a brighter, bolder day.

Life’s tapestry, with threads of joy and pain,
Woven through moments, loss, and lessons gained.
A wake-up call, a fragile life’s embrace,
To cherish moments, leave no empty space.

No excuses sought, no burdens to impart,
Just truths revealed, a vulnerable, open heart.
No expectations, no forgiveness to implore,
Just heartfelt sorrow, knocking at your door.

With hopes for healing, and a future yet untold,
A sincere apology, a story to unfold.
May time bring solace, and mend the broken ties,
And grant forgiveness, beneath compassionate skies.

Insomnia

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Insomnia

The moon hangs heavy, inky sky,
Ethereal glow upon my chamber high,
Yet sleep eludes, my weary eyes,
Refuse to close, a restless guise.

My mind, a captive, thoughts take flight,
Like fireflies dance in fading light.
Exhaustion weighs, a heavy cost,
On muscle, bone, sleep’s promise lost.

I stand as sentinel, days untold,
Denied the peace, respite’s hold.
Day’s anxieties fade and cease,
Replaced by quiet, lacking peace.

A whisper haunts, a task undone,
A duty missed, a shadow spun.
This obligation, undefined,
A spectral presence in my mind.

It chills me deep, this unseen force,
My mind imprisoned, dreams divorced.
I yearn for sleep, a distant plea,
For rest that seems beyond my decree.

A captive of the night I dwell,
Eyes open, thoughts a swirling spell,
Until the dawn with painted hue,
Offers hope, sleep’s rendezvous.

When shadows flee the rising sun,
Perhaps release will then be won.
Until that time, I persevere,
A sentinel, in moonlight’s sphere.

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Miss You

When I started writing poetry, my poems were very basic. I simply wrote down my feelings without any rhythm or reason. My word choice was horrible, but it helped my mental health, so I am proud of them.

Now that I have been writing poetry for the past 8-9 years, I thought it would be good to look back at some of my old poems and delve deeper into imagery and word choice, just to make them better. The more we write, the better we get. I hope that with my paranormal writing, my first book is good, but my last one is the best because of my improvement over time. I pray that is the truth.

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I miss you, my dear friends,
Scattered across the miles,
Your infectious laughter, your warm smiles,
Your captivating tales.

I miss our heartfelt conversations,
Our playful games, our carefree fun,
I miss the way we used to run,
Wild and free, beneath the sun.

I miss the way you had the power
To make me smile,
I miss the way you made me feel
Cherished and worthwhile.

I miss the way you always seemed to know
Just how to lift my spirits
And make my laughter flow.

I miss you when I’m all alone,
Lost in the quietude,
I miss you when I’m feeling down,
In need of your fortitude.

I miss you all the time, you see,
In every waking hour,
I miss you more than words can express,
With a longing that has the power

To ache within my heart and soul,
A constant, gentle plea,
For the days when we were together,
Carefree and happy.

I yearn for the moments we shared,
The memories we hold dear,
And I pray that someday soon,
We’ll reunite, and banish every fear

Of loneliness and sorrow,
And replace them with pure joy,
As we laugh and talk and reminisce,
Like carefree girls and boys.

Until then, I’ll hold you close
Within my heart, my cherished friends so true,
And I’ll dream of the day we meet again,
Beneath a sky of blue.