The Shadow in the Room

That’s how you see me, a shadow in the room,
A silent fixture amidst the gathering gloom,
Tracing the edges of a space I cannot claim,
A ghost in the hallway, a face without a name.

My words mean nothing, they drift like falling leaves,
Unheard and unvalued, while my spirit grieves,
I speak into the vacuum of your cold indifference,
Finding no echo, no bridge, no deliverance.

My heart means nothing, it’s a pulse, a quiet plea,
For a glimmer of worth that you refuse to see,
Beating against the cage of your neglectful gaze,
Lost in the fog of these hollow, endless days.

You do what you want, in your self-centered tide,
With little care for me, or the pain I must hide,
Sweeping through the hours with a callous disregard,
While I am left to mend what you have torn and scarred.

Significance fades, I am sealed by fate,
An afterthought wrapped in isolation’s state,
Waiting on the periphery of your vibrant world,
Like a banner forgotten, forever left unfurled.

Until you need something, a favor to lend,
Then I am important, a convenient friend,
Suddenly the shadow gains a sudden, sharp light,
And I am summoned briefly from the edge of the night.

But as soon as your hunger for utility is fed,
Then I am gone once more, words left unsaid,
The transaction is over, the warmth begins to cool,
Leaving me standing here, a discarded tool.

Discarded and forgotten, in the dark I stay,
Watching the slow erosion of my soul each day,
A cycle of presence that only serves your whim,
As the light of my value grows increasingly dim.

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Wanting to be Known

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Wanting to be Known

The threshold of the door is wide and bright,
A circle gathers, laughing in the glow,
And I am here, caught somewhere in the light,
Desiring more than just the names I know.
I see the surface, beautiful and clear,
The pleasant currents where we dive and play,
But oh, I want the ocean deep from here—
I want to wash the quiet guard away.

I want the late-night, sitting-on-the-floor,
Unvarnished truths, the fears we never speak,
To open wide the heavy, bolted door,
And show the places where the walls are weak.
I long for ties that weather through the storm,
The kind of tether time cannot undo,
Where sitting in the silence keeps us warm,
And being known means being valued, too.

But heavy armor isn’t easily shed,
And stepping closer feels like stepping blind.
The words I mean to say stay in my head,
While careful, safer phrases wait behind.
It is so hard to pull the veil aside,
To offer up the soft, unshielded part,
To trust the spaces where I usually hide
And lay the raw geography of heart.

So here I stand, a newcomer at bay,
With arms that ache to open and extend.
I take a breath, and try to find a way
To cross the bridge from stranger into friend.

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