Covid-19

When Covid started, I was proactive. I made sure when everything was closed that my kids and I stayed inside and away from large groups. My brother and his wife had just had a baby. I wanted to visit, but I didn’t want to bring the virus with me. So I avoided visiting family and crowds of people the best I could. I even made my own disinfectant wipes as the stores were running out of them. I did everything I could. 

When I could get the vaccine, I got both shots and the booster. I made everyone in my house get vaccinated and still… still, everyone in my family tested positive. I couldn’t believe it! How could it be positive? 

I couldn’t believe how sick I got. Covid hit one of my hard and he needed breathing treatments. My son was so sick. People told me to isolate him when he was sick, but how could I do that to him? He was so sick and needed me. I can only imagine if we did not have the vaccines how sick we could have been. 

A special thank you to my friends and family who checked on me and my family during this time. It made me feel loved to have so many people checking on me. Thank you so much. 

Do it On My Own

Relying on others is a hard thing.  
Relying on them binds them to us.  

It reminds them you needed them.  
It reminds them you can't do it on your own. 
 
That you needed help.  
That you are a failure.  
That you can't do it on your own. 
 
But I am not alone.  
I am not a failure.  
My path differs from yours.  
My path is my own and,  
My vow is now to go it alone.   

Rely on myself and myself alone.  
For never will I feel the pain,  
Of your scorn,  
Of your judgment  
Of your righteous opinions.  

I will show you; I can do it.  
I will show you I am not a failure.  
My path might be different,  
but my path is my own.  

Prayer

Even though we are supposed to pray all the time, no matter what season, it seems like we all need a little more prayer during this season. I know I do. Don’t forget to pray. I am pray for strength to get through this season. As a mom, I am always questioning if what I am doing is right. When my kids make mistakes, it hits me harder than when I make a mistake. I always think, I taught them better than that. It is a crushing feeling and none I need some prayer for.

New Book

The Adventures of

The Adventures of Zelda and Foxy

The Kindle and print versions are live!!!!!!

This is a children’s book, written and illustrated by me. I hope you enjoy it!
My name is Zelda, and this is Foxy Roxy. He is my pet fox. I didn’t always have Foxy. Let me tell you how Foxy Roxy came into my life.

 

 

 

 

Happy 11th Birthday Baby

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Photo by _Mxsh_ on Unsplash

The pit in my stomach never goes away.
I miss you, but I know you are in a better place.
As your birthday comes, each year I cry.
No matter what, I miss you.
No matter how many years go by, you will always be my baby.

Artwork

I started drawing for a children’s book for my daughter Zelda.   Someone suggested I put them on Deviant art. Please follow me if you have Deviant art and check out the illustrations! The book is already written, but the illustrations are taking longer.  Though I never really drew this way before.

 

Deviant Art

 

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The Adventures of Zelda and Foxy Roxy!!!

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42 Years Old

Today is my birthday. I am 42 years old. 42 is an odd age for me. My mother died when she was 42. So remember tomorrow is not a guarantee. Live life as if it’s your last day. God said the greatest commandment is love. Don’t forget that!

October is National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month

October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month and October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Awareness day.   1 in every 4 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage.

During this month, I will give my book. Birth After Miscarriage: A Spiritual Journey away for free. You can download the E-book from Amazon.

FREE FROM OCTOBER 13-17

I always wanted to be a mom. After my miscarriage, I thought it would never happen. God had a wonderful plan for my life. I just have to wait and put my faith in Him. Many women suffer the tremendous loss of a miscarriage. They often believe they are alone, but they are never alone. Rest assured that it is not anyone’s fault! It is simply a sad component of life. In every four pregnancies, one ends in a miscarriage. I am sharing my story to help other women who have experienced the same pain I have.

E-books

USA https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
UK https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.de/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.fr/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.es/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.it/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.nl/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.co.jp/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.com.br/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.ca/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.com.mx/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN
https://www.amazon.in/dp/B07Q6M5ZBN

Harper

Introducing the newest member to our family! We adopted Harper about a week ago! She has a lot of energy and keeps us on our toes but we love her!

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