Changes

I see the changes in you. 
It saddens me but you won’t know or care.
Do you feel lost? Do you want to scream? 
Do you see and feel the changes in yourself?

I know we don’t talk anymore;  
I know you don’t want me around. 
But then I see the changes in you and they worry me.

I pray for you, but you will never know.  
I pray that you see the light again.
I pray that you surround yourself with goodness.

Creed Elite Wrestling Show #32

Creed Elite Wrestling

Guest GM AARON

Aaron Williams segment

No Holds Barred Bella Creed vs Catherine Storm

Normal Match Jeff Black vs Marcus Williams

Handicap No Holds Barred Jerry Pones vs Creed & Butler

Last Woman Standing Absinthe vs MIA TLC

Tag C.O.P. vs F.T.B.

Normal Handicap Creed vs Iconic Misery

Steel Cage Big Ben vs The Death King

Normal Match Kodi King vs Shaggy 2 Dope

20 Woman Rumble

30 man Rumble

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Harry Potter The Creed Family Podcast #3

Harry Potter The Creed Family Podcast #3

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I am Tired

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I am tired of pretending that I am okay when I’m not.
I am tired of trying to be someone that I’m not.
You don’t like me as I am; you want me to change, but why.
I am tired of making excuses for how I act.
Why did I try to work on things when no one else cares?

I am tired of being lonely but if that is what I have to do to be myself so be it.
I am angry and want to last out but it won’t matter.

Nothing I say or do matters to them.
They don’t care what happens to me.

I want to cry and lay on the bed all day, but it won’t solve anything.
I want to lash out but it won’t matter.
Nothing matters.

Biting and Gnawing

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Why can’t you be happy?

Why do you delight in others’ misery?

You can’t be happy for your friends?

You can’t stand when they are happy?

The pain of regret will come to bite you.

You will lose out and others will move on.

The cut will deepen as the time passes.

It will gnaw away at you until there is nothing left.

Your flesh will rot away as maggots eat you alive. 

It will fester and scab over, leaving you as horrid as you are now.

Opening again at each new sting.

The sting of pain and regret will eat at you,

gnawing away the new skin and devouring you whole.

The life of one with no happiness and the life of one who is not happy for others.

Is an empty, useless, decrepit life.

Cruise Control

I’m driving by on cruise control.
Watching others just pass me by.
Watching the world speed on by.
I’m driving by on cruise control.
Watching others just pass me by.
Watching the world speed on by.

Sometimes I just don’t know which way to go.
Should I turn left or right?
Should I keep on driving on cruise control?

I’m driving by on cruise control.
Watching others just pass me by.
Watching the world speed on by.
I’m driving by on cruise control.
Watching others just pass me by.
Watching the world speed on by.

Watching the world just pass me by.
Everything goes by so very fast.
Speeding by as I go by.
When you’re living life on Cruise control.

I see your lights up ahead.
I see your flashes but,
I’m staying in my lane.
As I drive by on cruise control.

Maybe I should take a chance
See where this turn will take me.
Put my foot down on the gas.
See where this road takes me.
See how far I can go.
Will I reach my goal or should I stay on cruise control?

Should I make a stand or stay where I am?
Sooner or later I’ll make my move
Sooner or later I’ll reach my goal

Make that turn and,
Put my foot down on the gas!
I’m at the wheel, I’m following!
It’s all my choice which way I go.

Should I make that turn,
Take a chance.
See where this turn will take me.
Put my foot down on the gas.
See how far I can go.
Will I reach my goal or should I stay on cruise control?

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Too Young

Failure, disappointment and regret.
There is an ache in my heart each time we lose another.
For all that are lost, this despair won’t dissolve.

How could we have done more?
What could I have done?
Why do so many lives end this way? 

The pain and sickening feeling each time I get the news.
Another one lost, and still another. 
What can be done, when so many are lost.

What can we do to stop this?
Too young to be a statistic. 

Sponges

cleaning a sink with yellow sponge and cream cleanser

Some people are like sponges.
They soak up whatever is around them,
And then pour it out on others.

When they are with good people,
They absorb your goodness,
And then pour it out on others.

When they are around toxic people,
They become like them,
And then pour it out on others.

Don’t be a sponge.
Know who you are.
Beware of sponges and always be the good person
So the sponges can soak up your goodness.

Worrying and Waiting

My fingers and feet move constantly as I sit waiting.
I pace back and forth and try not to think of what lies ahead of me. 

When will this be over?
This fear I have inside.
When will I know?
And stop the constant waiting that is eating away my soul. 

I can’t sit still. I have to keep moving. 
Keeping busy, to keep my mind filled.
The dishes, the laundry, vacuuming, anything I can.

My thoughts race to what will happen and I plan for the worst.
I play out scenarios and worry myself even more. 

I find myself constantly checking, every moment I have. 
Still nothing and my heart beats even faster than before. 
How can it take so long? 

I look for results.
I check over and over again.
I keep looking for answers,
My heart can’t handle the unknown.

I pace back and forth.
Fidget in my seat.
Tap my feet and twiddle my thumbs,
But nothing helps me to realize my stress.

The waiting and not knowing.
The waiting and unknown are eating away at me. 
Worrying brings nothing but despair. 

 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? Matthew 6:27.

Creed Elite Wrestling Show #31

Creed Elite Wrestling Show #31

HAVOC NIGHT

Extreme Rules Mark Bennett vs Grav1ty W3ll Hell in a Cell

Baddest Mofo in the Yard Havoc vs Bullet

Submission Women’s United States Championship Catherine Storm vs Miss V

Ladder Match The winner faces Empress Champion Zelda Bunny vs Kelsey Extreme

Triple Threat Elimination Pin/Submission/KO Jon Ewing vs Jeff Black vs Big Ben

8-Man Battle Royal Winner faces United States Champion Aleksander Colt vs Billy the Bird vs Celtic Psycho vs Ghost Edwards vs Bear Briggs vs Will the Icon vs Marcus Williams vs Son Goku

Elimination Chamber Winner faces Baddest Mofo in the Yard MX Goldman vs Owen Misery vs The Psycho vs Ronny Butler vs Van Creed vs The Dragon

MIA Rules Dragon King Championship Jerry Pones vs T9X

Main Event Triple Threat Pin/Submission/KO United States Championship Lionel Greed vs Kodi King vs Tommy Haver #wwe #wwek2k #wwe2k19 #raw #SDLive #live #prowrestling #wwe2k20 #usanetwork #foxsports #Aew #njpw #pwn #impactwresttling #roh #RoyalRumble #WWEChampionship #FacebookGaming #WWEHOF #wrestling #WrestleMania #nxtuesday #wwenxt #HellInACell #WWE2K22 #HurtBusiness #ladiesnight #cardib #Summerslam #bestintheworld #AEWALLOUT #CMPUNK #BECKYLYNCH #RAMPAGE #TAKEOVER36 #BRYANDANIELSON #ADAMCOLE #BROCKLESNAR #live #GCW

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